satisfaction

*the clock doesn't show the time, it shows regrets of yours for wasting every tick* as quoted from myself. lol. over past these few months, i have realized something that might be not that visible, yet brings a lot of changes in me. 

ta-da! this is what i am talking about. my weight! i have lost over 10 kilos in 6 months. my initial weight was around 56 and my current weight is 43. my jaws dropped when i saw the numbers. the happy feeling with a little bit of concern mixed together perfectly. i am happy because i can finally fit myself in the finest dress i've always kept safely in the closet. i am a little bit concern because i look sick and not healthy. sigh. getting yourself satisfied is hard. there's always good and bad sides of everything. what more can i say, i should just shut up and be grateful instead. :)