the lost fugitive

Salam;
it has been weeks since my last post. ( please don't get mad )
anyhow, a lot of things had happened to me over this period of time and i can't be more grateful to Allah for this.
i've lost everyone i love, yes, EVERYONE within a blink of an eye. i was lost, angry, lonely and you know, sad. but it got me thinking, why would the Mighty Lord ever give someone a problem and take something away if it isn't for a good reason? 
indeed, God is great. over these mourning period, i've learned something bad about myself. i came to know what  was wrong in me. if none of these things had happened, i would still be the horrible kid. 
i grew stronger and maybe i still am sad, but i could not be more happier and grateful on the other side because i have finally chained the little monster in me. :)
" If Allah wants to do good to somebody, He
 afflicts him with trials. " (Sahih Bukhari Vol. 7, Book 70, #548)